INSTAGRAM LIVE: What Do You Need To Know This Mercury Retrograde Season? (Tarot For All Signs)

Speaker 1: 0:00

Did I give it away? Or was it a persuasion? You are in my space. I, I owe it. I don't care what you say, I'm loving it this way. I'm hoping that you stay. I, I owe it. It's only you. Was it a persuasion? Don't believe me, it's only you. I love what you say. I'm loving what you say. It's only you. You guys, I just make sure it's broken. I have 71 percent. Are we gonna? I'm gonna make it. You see, if I can't do this, I'm gonna. We'll see, we'll see, we'll see, we'll see.

Speaker 1: 1:03

For now, for you guys, gathering, just get into the live of the reading. I'm actually super excited to do this live. In a way I know logistically and I'm doing on my career after day shadow, like I'm just asking for trouble, all right, but we're gonna have fun with this. So, for those of you who are used to my podcast, the Self-Made Musical podcast, I do collective tarot readings weekly. They're all audio and they're always from all the sides. But today I thought you know why not play around with this a little bit? So I'll keep saying the word collective Collective means no requests. So I'll keep saying the word collective Collective means no requests. If you do want your own personal reading, then what you'll need to do is head over to the link in my bio and get yourself a personal reading. Go to work with me and then you'll be directed to book your own reading.

Speaker 1: 1:58

So, if this resonates, we'll be looking at all the signs. We'll listen for your sun, moon and rising and, if you feel cold, to your north node as well. And, as usual, think what resonates and think what does not resonate. You know, right, I'm going to blow this out. All right, I'm sorry we don't have music, so that copyrighted mess, so we are not going to go there. So we are recording for the podcast that will be live tomorrow, so you get to listen tomorrow if, for any reason, you join us today. We're halfway through and you're like shit, I've missed my time or whatever. Um, don't worry, it's all going to be on the audio. So hello, hello babies. So we're going to talk about my key retrograde.

Speaker 1: 3:07

So, officially, right now we are in the shadow period, like I don't know if you guys have felt particularly let's. Let's go from the beginning of the week. So we had the full moon in libra, right, full moon eclipse in libra. You don't even have to be someone who is super, ru, ru or super, you know, does all the moon rituals, every single cycle, to have felt that shift. There are so many revelations, so many breakthroughs that came through that full moon and eclipse and we're well into eclipse season. We've got the solar eclipse on the 8th of april I believe, and so and that's inside of aries, so you know we're really into the thrills of it and that particular theme for that solar eclipse is all about really getting serious about your healing Right. The 25th of March, which is passed with that lunar eclipse, was all about us coming through with that truth, you know, really having whatever it is deep inside of us being forced to the bright.

Speaker 1: 4:01

And if you've been listening to my podcast and some of the readings, like there's been this ongoing theme of a lot of cycles amongst all the zodiac signs, of this cycle of starkness and not being authentic, just breaking through and new beginnings breaking through the word. I'm honestly, if you listen to the last five episodes in the self-made and single podcast, if you're not familiar with it, go to the link bio and you can find it there. But that's that's been the ongoing theme. You know, there's just so much that's being healed and pushed through. When it comes to this collective and if you're unfamiliar with the term collective, that just means everybody who is in this arena, everyone who's tuned in and everyone who feels called towards the readings, you're all part of the same collective community. So and it just said, like I had 71, it looks full, it looks like things are happening, so why don't we just jump in, cool?

Speaker 1: 4:53

So, again, if you're unfamiliar with me, I am a creature of habit, guys. I don't jump around in terms of, like zodiac signs. I always start with aries, it's. I don't know, I'm not biased towards aries at all, but that is just what I always start with. And I'll tell you why. It's because I get very excited during, during readings that I am just one. Let's skip aside. I know I would skip aside if I was like okay, today we're gonna start with something, right? No, creature habit, let's just do what works. So we're going to start with Aerie, as I always do, guys. Okay, so we're looking at the key themes. Okay, we're looking at the key themes for my career.

Speaker 1: 5:36

Retrograde, like what are some of the things that are coming up for you? What do you need to be aware of? The cards are already very active. What's going on. Oh, I'm going to be able to pull that one, goodness. All right, we're starting with a bang, right, okay, how interesting. Okay, aries, this is quite clear to me that you are very much focused about gaining that stability. And how interesting during Mercury Retrograde, when things can become quite unstable, particularly when it comes to communication. But you are 100% in isolation mode now.

Speaker 1: 6:15

Mercury Retrograde, I believe the official dates are the 1st and 24th of April. Give or take, those are the official dates. But remember that there's always a pre-shadow and post-shadow. We're well into the pre-shadow. The post-shadow should last until, I believe, the first week of May, more or less. So this is your period to really get within. You know you're really going within.

Speaker 1: 6:38

I would warn you areas that you could be prone to actually isolating yourself from the rest of the world. I just want to know what exactly you are trying to put that stability around. Okay, so you're trying to build the stability. It's also consciously you're building the stability around yourself and what you believe in, and you know whether it's financial stability, emotional stability, because you already subconsciously feel, with this Ace of Cups, that there is going to be this new offer, this new relationship coming through. I feel like, aries, you know we're very much going into your season and so you're ramping up all of the different cycles that have been on the side to you so far. You're really getting ready to step into your new year, the next 12 months for you, and let's just see if there's any further messages in terms of that. You know, tell us more about, like this isolation period.

Speaker 1: 7:30

Okay, so there's this flowering taking place and politics. What are the politics about? I have to say, with the three of pentacles and seven of pentacles, it's like you are, it's like the divine is trying to give you some sort of message or some sort of extra help, and you're just like I can do it myself because, literally, the three of pentacles and seven of pentacles, you've got a physical, like human um messenger here trying to give you physical help, and it almost feels like, with the seven of pentacles, you've got this crow in the background, you're giving mystical help as well and you're just like, no, no, I know what I'm doing, which is very typical, aries. Okay, yeah, I just feel there's so much pentacle energy, it feels like you're very much dealing with love from such a practical mindset, almost feel like there's a little bit of a heartbreak that you, you want to or you are leaving behind areas in this old cycle. You're now like, right, fuck that. I'm not going to be thinking with my emotions anymore, I'm just going to be going with the facts. And it feels like, aries, as a result of that. We've got the empress reversed. You are almost neglecting a little bit or you will be during this period your natural, divine feminine traits. Right, we've got the Empress reversed.

Speaker 1: 8:50

You are someone who, when you're in your golden period, aries, you're such a queen of wands. You know, a queen of wands in terms of creative firing life of the party and because of something that's happened during this last cycle, you are very much like I'm thinking with my head. Um, you know, for all of I normally address all my readings to ladies, so it's like you know you're thinking I'm gonna think more masculine. I'm gonna think more like take no bullshit, because the last time that I was really vulnerable, things messed up. So let's have a look at what the advice is for you.

Speaker 1: 9:23

Actually, aries, what are some of the whispers from the universe? And, guys, we are going to be here for a while. We want to try and get as much info for each sign as possible. Yeah, the universe, with the seven of swords, is like who are you kidding? It's like who are you kidding? It's like, who are you kidding, who are you trying to fool here? Oh, cards. Yeah, another seven. Excuse me, that was seven of swords and this is seven of wands. So you've got three sevens, you've got seven of swords, seven of wands, seven of pentacles, and the only seven you're missing is the seven of cups, and the cups, in terms of element, is all about the water side.

Speaker 1: 10:08

So you are saying, like you know, goodbye emotions. Like I'm not dealing with it. You're really trying to fight for your life and put up this front, but you know the universe is saying you're not fooling anybody. You know you don't have to act like a man in order to be safe in love. I feel like that was like a download for you just now. You don't need to act like a man, you don't need to be in your masculine energy in order to be safe in love. Like this offer, this new relationship that's coming does not require, like, this is cups. Like I said, element of water. We've got the flowering as well. This card is very much a watery card.

Speaker 1: 10:42

This is from the zen asho tarot deck. So, and oh my god, you know I love when readings come together. So this is the seven. This is again zen asho. This also has a seven. All of these sevens here, all of these sevens, like you're not fooling anybody. You're, you know you're just holding up a nasty universe and it's not going to work. And, to be honest, I feel like the message is this could all backfire for you, like this is supposed to be a blessing for you.

Speaker 1: 11:09

777 is a beautiful number, like I've got triple seven tattooed on my, on my chest, like it's a really special number, right, religiously is virtually like in every essence, it's a, it's a really important. I'm gonna google it if you want to know a little bit more, but that for me is a huge omen of something is trying to come in and who. You are sitting in an energy that is very foreign to you because you think it's safe. So that is the theme for you, aries. Okay, I have my notepad here, actually, guys, and my notepad to tick off the signs I told you I will forget, I will leave, and it's usually Gemini, and it's like it's no offense to Gemini, right, because I've got a Gemini rising, but it's like Gemini will pour, it's like someone in the middle. I always forget, so we are not going to leave anybody out today. So, right, so that was the message for you every year, right? So we are going on to Taurus. Taurus, I've got a tea. Guys, feel free to get tea and biscuits. We're going to be here for a while. There's no rush. I'm still recording on my lap Cool, taurus, what are the themes for you?

Speaker 1: 12:27

It's immaculate. What are the themes? What is Mercurio, mercurio, mercurio, mercurio, mercurio, mercurio. And you want to speak Spanish. You know what Mercurio is. You're going to use Spanish, just like. That would be hilarious, right, use Spanish, just like. Drop it in the comment, that would be hilarious, right, let's see.

Speaker 1: 12:55

You know what I'm feeling this evening. This might be a thing. This might be a regular thing. Don't hold me to it. Like I said, gemini rising, everything could change. Like I said, gemini rising, everything can change. Everything can change in the world, right, god, these cards are so accurate. Like, turning around, I feel the game pulls Got me coming out as well. Mm, mm, okay, ooh, okay, taurus, very interesting, I feel.

Speaker 1: 13:31

I feel, during Miss my Career Retrograde, that this is almost like a little bit of a theme of Aries going on here, but you also are going to be faced with a situation where things are not as they seem. But it feels like this energy of hiding and unauthenticity isn't coming from you. I want to get a clarification of where that comes from. Feels like taurus, and this is such a taurus energy, which is kind of cut to reverse, that you, like you technically have everything that on paper is what you've always wanted. On the outside, it looks like you know you've got the perfect life, but there's something missing. There's something missing. But the king of pentacles reverse. It feels like everyone looks. Everyone feels like you've got this divinity and you've always got your shit together and you've got your plan, you got your five-year plan, but that's not the case. But there's the lover's card. There's this choice.

Speaker 1: 14:25

I want to know, first of all, what this seven of swords is telling me. Okay, yeah, so with the seven of swords, there's something that you're not being true about. I said it could be an external thing, but I feel like with this clarification card for all cards, you're not being true to yourself. What is this lover's card about? What is it that you really want? Let's try this card and then let's try and get something from actually this card. Okay, okay, okay. You're not being true to yourself because there's something in your life that you feel has more power over you. You excuse me. So this is the Ace of Swords. I have to read out the cards, otherwise it's like she's just reading blind. So this is the Ace of Swords and we've got the Five of Wands for best.

Speaker 1: 15:25

I feel like you are very much like just giving up, you're done. It almost feels like you come to a point in your life where you're like okay, so I've got everything laid out for me and now this is it. I can, you know, I can relax a little bit, which is so, taurus, because you guys, you know, one of the shadow traits of taurus is that you can be a little bit lazy. Sorry, this is, this is known facts. So it almost feels like Taurus, you've got this mentality when it comes to life, when it comes to goals of oh, okay, I just need to get to this last thing and then I can be done.

Speaker 1: 15:52

But the problem is that this is coming at the price of your dissatisfaction. Deep down, you want to be the one in charge of your life. There is this choice. That is just not coming through. Let me just see. Yeah, there's a dynamic in your life. Let me just see, is it romantic? Let's have a look. There's a dynamic in your life that you don't have. There's a really big power imbalance. That's a big theme for you. Yeah, this is your relationship. This could be relationship, it could be family, but I'm getting romantic relationship from this there's.

Speaker 1: 16:32

You don't feel hurt like you very much feel like you just have to go with the flow, right, and the theme for this lucky retrograde is to go against that current like you need to speak up. I don't see anything. I don't see a good flow of energy for these cards for you. Just, you know, appeasing people and going into people pleaser mode, it's not going to serve you adventure. So why don't you just go on this adventure, taurus, and on your own? Do you see how that card is like? All this person is on its own. Oh, actually it's great on camera. Okay, I'm going to hold up the cards more. Guys, this person is just on their own. What other things do you have Letting go? So this might be the end of this particular cycle of the current relationship you're in, or the actual end of the relationship.

Speaker 1: 17:29

It's an eight card as well. The other eight is all about manifestation and all about this acceleration, accelerated growth as well. So that's the theme for you toys like, wow, sorry, this is, uh, that's quite heavy for my pre career retrograde. But just remember as well, guys and I'll just say this for the whole collective with my career retrograde, we know the typical stuff right, because it's just so heavily like played with on social media in terms of, oh, my career retrograde, all this stuff can happen, like you know, flights and conversations and arguments and all this kind of stuff. And it's like I feel like with that reading just now, yes, like this is something that we've unveiled, but unveiled even, but wait until macro retrograde shadow is over like I wouldn't even just wait until the actual dates are over, I'd wait until like May, particularly Taurus, you know, I would wait until May to really speak your truth, because, taurus, if you are in that people-pleaser energy, it's really, really likely that you are not going to get your words out. It's going to be like blah, blah, blah, and I feel like with those cards, you're going to be prone to double back and be like, oh, actually, that's not my truth, it's fine. Everything's fine Because it's easier, because with that, nine of Pentacles revised it, but everyone's got everything. Okay, what side have we got next? Let's see. Okay, we've got Gemini. Gemini is the house. I said we're going to be here for ages, but we're 18 minutes in. I think this is still good. Sorry I forgot that I put you back here.

Speaker 1: 19:15

I normally, like I can't actually sing. I know I fit the demographic of someone who should sing, who should be able to sing. I really can't. God was like so you can dance or you can sing Apparently. My soul chose to sing. My soul chose to dance. Even I really can't sing. What is happening? What is happening? Oh, do you? Honestly, I'm glad this little video, because I say this all the time in a podcast. I'm like the cards are jumping and I bet you think, wow, which is crazy, but you saw yourself. Okay, another thing, wow, wow, very bad, like this. I love how they all merge together because of course, you know we're talking about signs that are very close together, so of course, there's always going to be a little bit of a overlap not of course, actually, but it can happen.

Speaker 1: 20:16

So, gemini, I see that you really, really, really really are coming into a lot of luck. With a caveat I feel like you're coming into a lot of luck. I feel like you've been working on this for a very long time, but you've had this perfect balance of both emotional stability and financial stability. You really, you've really found your feet right and you've been working on this so hard that you've become the king of pentacles. Yeah, we've got, like I said, nine of cups king of pentacles here. However, you've come to a point, or you will reach a point during this mercury trade, where there's going to be this blockage of energy.

Speaker 1: 20:47

This is the magician card. Reverse, it's going to be this block of energy and it's so interesting that with this card, you've got, first of all, this is this is my new like go-to deck, the alice in wonderland deck, and I love the imagery because this is like my favorite. Is he my favorite? This is the caterpillar. I'm obsessed with Alice in Wonderland, but the caterpillar just makes me feel all these strange feelings. He makes me feel confused. He makes me feel safe. So when I come across him in the magician card or any other cards, I just kind of laugh because he's so silly and so wise at the same time. I don't know, I would love to meet him in human form, but anyway. So you've got the magician card reversed. So it's interesting because, upright, you know, this caterpillar has all of the suits right and he's holding a shield. He's holding, you know, a cup, the sword, the wand and pentacles, which is showing a perfect harmony. It's showing the ability to really bring anything to reality.

Speaker 1: 21:52

But you're facing this block and I feel like, with this knight of wands reversed, you are going to be swayed. It feels like, with this knight of wands, there's been this dry period for you, gemini. There's been this dry period and in is going to come someone who you think is going to be end game. And they're not end game. They're all about the passion. They're not exactly as immature as the page, but they are still the number ones. You know. They're not about commitment. They're not about commitment. I feel like they're really going to be distracting you during this season. What else have we got? Okay, six of Pentacles. So they're going to be distracting you this season. There's going to be again another power imbalance here. Maybe they might take advantage of you a little bit.

Speaker 1: 22:46

Yeah, I feel like when you first meet them, it going to feel like oh, my god, like anytime I see a wands card and I see them, like I bet this would be a really hot, sexy, irresistible person. And like the knight of wands, like you can see, like you know, like you know, this is a hunky, hunky fella. You know, king of the jungle, it's got a lion's head, it's got that blonde one, just like a very sexual emblem in the tower. It's all about passion and like, yeah, you know, there's only nine of cups here, which I feel like it's talking more about your emotional state. But when it comes to nine of wands, I'm not seeing. I'm not seeing romance. I'm seeing passion, which is not a bad thing, but I am seeing, with this wheel of fortune, that I just believe this way, that this is like comic, this is going to be a comic situation for you. This is someone who you know.

Speaker 1: 23:36

Comic relationships can still be fun, they can still be adventurous. You know, not all comic relationships are so doom and gloom, but this one is here to teach you quite an important lesson. Quite an important lesson. Um, let's find out what that lesson is. Okay, if you're watching, just drop where you are watching, like where you're watching from. What city are you watching from? Are you in the UK, like yourself? Are you abroad? Are you from IG? Are you from where else did I put it? Maybe Facebook, maybe TikTok? Let us know. Let's know, okay, strength about what they're actually. You know, come back, yeah, okay. So they are here. Let me show you the cards. They are here to teach you how to strengthen your communication. They're here to teach you about not being a people pleaser. So we got Ace of Swords, ten of Wands Reverse, ten of Wands Reverse and a strength card. They're here to teach you about not being a people pleaser anymore.

Speaker 1: 25:00

Okay, and this is why I said it's going to be quite a significant relationship. Yes, it's going to be comic, but with the ten of wands reverse, we know that this is like. You've been doing this for a long time. You've been thinking that you have to take on the entire world the whole time and it feels like which is really interesting, because gemini is such a I like I really love meeting gemini is because I love how much you guys you start you sunshine Gemini's. You guys can just talk and talk. It's okay, it's just so much fun. I love being around you, but it's really interesting that during this Mercury retrograde season, that you know that particular shadow part of you that has been maybe misused a little bit.

Speaker 1: 25:40

You know, maybe it's a you know, because when we look at Tara, we're looking at those energies and what is represented in the card, in what direction we're getting the card in. So what I'm getting is, you know, this is really going to be healing your communication. You're really going to be healing how you think about things, how you act. Really interesting, I feel like this is going to be a little bit explosive to be. If I'm honest with you, let's see if we get any more messages. Okay, the source card we are the world.

Speaker 1: 26:15

I feel this is again connected to the fact that it's a comic relationship. I feel like this is someone you've already met in a different life. Right, that card is all about like being connected. It's another 10 cards. So again, we're talking about the end of a cycle.

Speaker 1: 26:30

Why is my tea so cold? Like playfulness, right? So I feel like that's the energy of the night of wands and what else have we got slowing down? So, like I said, like I just feel this person's gonna rush in, like in terms of timing, I feel like they're really gonna rush in, like one's energy is something that's, you know, not necessarily slow, they're gonna rush in. Why don't we check with the timing card when I know some of you are just like no, but when? No, but really when. When I do tarot events, it's quite funny. I just get clients like no, but when, what date? I need to know. So when is this guy, this person, going to rush in? What are we at? We're at 26 minutes and we're at gemini. I told you we're gonna be here for a while. My battery looks healthy, so we're just gonna pray it stays like that.

Speaker 1: 27:39

Tomorrow, tomorrow, what, though? Because I don't feel like that's when they're gonna come in. So tomorrow, what? Tomorrow, what? What are what are we going to get? What is happening to us? Okay, so tomorrow, I feel like you're going to get a message from them, from the Knight of Swords. It's not going to be anything decisive. Page of Swords reversed. It's not going to be anything like oh, you know like. You are going to get a communication from them, though. Is it going to be? Is it going to be in the 3D or is it going to be in the 5D? 3d is like when you physically have a message from them, like from an actual human. 5d is when you get it from a spiritual realm, you know, or like a sign King of cups, reversed.

Speaker 1: 28:36

I feel like this is going to be more spiritual. It's going to be more spiritual. It's going to be an obviously romantic sign, with the two of cups there. God, there's so many, right? So I feel like, yeah, it's going to be a spiritual sign. It's not going to be a message directly from them, it's going to be very romantic. This is all happening tomorrow. There's a lot happening for you tomorrow, but this is a really key message, like I said. So it's going to be spiritual, it's going to be obviously romantic, it's going to be something that is communicative. So, think songs, think poems, think, yeah, I don't feel like it's going to be a. It could be a divine, it could be a channeled message, but I feel like the channeled message would come through someone with all of these quote cards here queen of cups, king of cups.

Speaker 1: 29:36

I think it's going to be an output like you're going to feel like okay, I know this was exactly the message that Rachel was talking about in the tarot reading, but remember, they're a knight of wands. Okay, they're a knight of wands, swords and cups. Energy is like emotions and, yeah, I'm decisive, I know what I'm doing and this is why it's going to be such a big thing for you. Okay, gemini, because you're not going to see that one's energy from the way that they're going to enter your life Cool. You're not going to see that one's energy from the way that they're going to enter your life Cool. Well, you know, if you're listening, if you're a Gemini sun, moon rising, venus please let me know the message that you get tomorrow, if this resonates with you, and just remember that that is the night of once. You know, this is not endgame. This is not someone who's endgame, but it is a karmic relationship.

Speaker 1: 30:27

My advice to you is enjoy it, because we you know, if you listen to any of my coaching advice or any of my videos, I am not a believer of oh right, we are only in this life to experience the husbands. What kind of life would that be? Are only in this life to experience the husbands, what kind of life would that be? We are here to experience all the different types of relationships that the universe is here to gift us with, because this is a very long life. This is a long life we can't just be around here for the husbands.

Speaker 1: 30:58

Each of us are going to have a different capacity for marriage. Some of you listening right now are not interested in marriage whatsoever. Some of you prefer shorter relationships. There's no good or bad with that at all. So when you do have a situation, when you have a comic relationship, embrace that. Embrace it because it's here to teach you something. There's no one that comes into your life who's significant. That just comes by chance absolutely nobody. So it's all a gift. You know. It's almost like you know, when people are like all kids are gifts. Like that's how I feel about the people that come into your life.

Speaker 1: 31:32

This is jumping out already. Who are we looking at? Cancer? I haven't even properly shuffled it, but that card wanted to come out. Okay, I'm just so grateful. Everything's working. I know this sounds very like negative, but I'm like, oh, please, god, because if this works and you guys like it and I'm getting good feedback, then maybe this will be a thing. Maybe I will just do. I will just record this live, right, and you're gonna have the video and you're going to have me on the podcast. Like if it works, then let's not fight it. You know, okay, that's our key. Yeah, that's going to come out key, right, we've got ace of swords four, four of Swords, eight of Wands, request or Cancer. What is going on with you? I just want a clarification on this Four of Wands, like what is, what's your deal? What's your problem? What's your problem? Okay, so we've got the nine of the nine of wands and the five of swords cancer.

Speaker 1: 33:13

It feels like there has been this grudge. We'll find out who the grudge is within a second. There's been this grudge where you felt but, like I said, there's such a similar theme that's happening throughout these zodiacs today. There's been this grudge that you have been really passive-aggressively resentful about. Okay, and you've been thinking about this for a long, long time. You've been thinking about okay, you know, I should have said this, I should have said that, and it's all been in your head. And now you're getting this energy, this sword's energy of do you know what? Actually, with this ace of swords, I'm gonna. I'm gonna step forward and I'm gonna deliver this message because I feel like I'm ready to do it.

Speaker 1: 33:52

I feel like, with the fact that in this card with the ace of swords, you've got the sword and the pen, you're not going to be actually talking about it, though. I feel like you're going to be like in your whatsapps or in your notes section in the phone and you're going to be drafting this message. And I feel like you're going to be drafting it because with this eight of wands, energy reverse, like this is you're not, you're not, then something you're not moving into. This fire sign, for example, like this is fire energy, but it's reversed, okay, so you're developing that, you're developing that kind of fire energy, but it, but it's still very much watered down with your natural water sign. You're starting to become a little bit clearer and realize that actually your boundaries were overtaken and at some point you were not in line with your integrity. You went in line with your integrity With the nine of wands. I feel like you're finally ready to just face that and give up and just be like right, okay, I wasn't. I'm going to call myself out here. I'm going to call myself out and say like I wasn't true to myself Okay, oh, right, and with the temperance card, go temperance card with baby Alice, little baby Alice. You know this has become quite frustrating for you. Like I said, it's been quite passive, aggressive for you.

Speaker 1: 35:08

So, cancerians, you know, for you personally. You know you're very emotional, like you know, that's a natural thing and it's interesting because I've just had a reading this week with a new client who is a son in cancer and we were just talking about how naturally emotionally intuitive you guys are and how beautiful that is as a trait and how sometimes people see that trait as some sort of negativity when it comes to cancer. But, um, in this particular scenario, it's the not being able to speak your truth that really creates a real blockage for cancerians in the throat chakra and it's so visible in their whole aura. When that happens, because you guys are, like I said, water, like walking water, it becomes everything that's in your vibration. Like you know, when a sunset cancerian is upset or when someone has a strong cancer element in their chart when they're upset. So during this mercury retrograde period, it's almost like the things are are upside down. As I said, like with mercury retrograde, normally things act a little bit strangely than they usually do.

Speaker 1: 36:13

You know, like I said, we've already we've just had the full moon in eclipse and the eclipse season is all about being a little bit more emotional. So there's no hiding during this season cancer. There's absolutely no hiding during this season Cancer, there's absolutely no hiding. Oh, okay, the world reversed. So this whole thing that you've been holding back on and you've not been communicating on is all about you feeling like there was a huge part of you or there's a really big goal that you have that, for some reason, gosh, I'm getting really thirsty that for some reason you haven't been truthful about. But, like I said, you can't hide anymore. You can't hide anymore about what it is that you really want, because it's coming out and the fighter in you is being born. Like the seeds within you to like really stick up for yourself are being born.

Speaker 1: 37:09

The miser, okay, so this is all about like. So I feel like, with the miser cancer, you feel like the most precious thing to you are your feelings. Your feelings like what your deepest desires are, and you feel like you're in this kind of people, please, at moment, where you just kind of go with what's going on and don't communicate that that's how you get to hold on to your crown jewels. But like, look at this, like you know, with this miser, do they look happy? No, like they look, they look pretty miserable. Holding on to all their jewels. Like, what do they gain. I feel like spirit wants you to really ask yourself like, what do you gain by holding everything in like nothing? So that's a really key theme for you cancer for my pre-retro game. Okay, okay, leah, we are 37 minutes in beautiful loves.

Speaker 1: 38:12

If you are resonating with these readings, then head to the link in my bio. You can get your own personal reading. So this is a collective one for anyone. I can see a few people joining and leaving and coming in and going out and I love that because you're probably waiting for your sign. So that's awesome. And if you go back and you listen to this podcast and you're like, wow, a lot of this is resonating, go back to. I think actually in the podcast, that link is still there as well. But if you're on Instagram, then head to link my bio and get yourself a private reading and that can be off the back of anything you've heard for your particular sun, moon rising sign today, or I could just be something completely off the cuff, like just surprise me, surprise yourself, surprise the universe. Whatever it is that you require, I'm more than happy to do a private reading with you. I am more than happy to do a private reading with you.

Speaker 1: 39:08

Who did I say, leo, why am I so thirsty? Is it because of my crappy tea? This is so disappointing that tea, like I boiled this thing literally moments before I went live. I was like, oh no, I will not be caught off guard. I'm tempted to re-boil my kettle, but I know it's going to take an age to boil because it needs to be descaled. I'm one of these people just like, let's that lime scale build up and hopes for the best, and then when it just gets unbearable, like I'm like, okay, normally that's when I have a visitor. Then I'm like, oh, I have to appear to be orderly and organized. Right, liam, I feel like that is a card for you for so many reasons. Ooh, ooh, ooh, liam, wow, wow, straight away.

Speaker 1: 40:09

I'm getting the message, leo, that you are really deciding between choosing violence in this season and choosing patience. I feel like you're really choosing this because you know you've got two sides. You know you've got your calm, empress, queen energy and you've got that feisty side. There's something with the nine of wands that is just like the last straw for you. You really feel during the season that there's something that is just coming to a head for you. You've got another nine here, with the nine of pentacles.

Speaker 1: 40:47

What's coming through for me is a non-relationship reading. I feel like this is work. I feel like you've been proving yourself and you've been doing the work and you've been carrying it on and for some reason, you are at a point where, technically, on paper, it looks like you've gone this far in your career and therefore, why would you want to change? But you're kind of done, you're kind of done. It feels like you are not able to channel what it is that's deep inside within you where you are now in this particular space. And so, as a result, eight of Cups. You are walking away. You're not thinking about walking away, you are walking away, you're just done. You are very much aware that you are made for bigger and better things. That's really loud and clear here. Okay, let's see if we can get any more info. And this is another reading where it's like you're just on your own, like this is a really like solitary period for you.

Speaker 1: 41:52

Two nines and an eight Strength card Chariot. Like I said, it's not you thinking about it, you're done. You're like goodbye, we've got another eight here. So we've got eight, a seven queen of one. So like this is where you are right now is not serving your full creativity, like you are waiting to step into your creativity. It feels like you have been talking to some of this, have been talking to some of this. You can talk to some sort of mentor of yours or you. You've received some sort of message. I feel like it was not in message in a way that it's like a channeled message, but it was like a message. You got where and I don't know why I want to say this but you saw something. Perhaps you saw images, perhaps you saw real or someone else's life on social media and you were like, for fuck's sake, like that should be me, someone who's more established than you are. Yeah, eight of pentacles.

Speaker 1: 42:57

You have been in this particular industry, this particular career, for so long, for so long, and you're like, okay, so where, where is this going? It's kind of like dead end right now. So what's in store for you? Oops, how exciting. They are genuinely. Guys, I'm thirsty. I don't know what's happening. We might have to do like 30 second breaks. I can well get my hair out of my tarot card, but also get some tea. This doesn't happen. Is it because I'm buying incense? I don't know. I don't know, but like my throat hurts, okay, okay. So this is looking great.

Speaker 1: 43:56

So we've got the Ten of Pentacles. Okay, I see that a wish coming true is is this close? It's this close. I feel like there's going to be quite a little bit of second energy. You've got the star reverse, queen of cups reverse. You've got the six of wands reversed, but then the ten of pentacles.

Speaker 1: 44:23

Here I feel like something new is trying to come in. However, it's almost like you're in a home focus mode right now. Okay, it's almost like you've got all of these things happening when it comes to your career, when it comes to professional life that is just so uncertain that it's your home life that really grounds you, and so, in order to not rock the, you don't want to rock your entire boat, your entire life, right? So I feel like you, your energy is directed a lot towards home at the moment. It may be blocking a little bit from this new opportunity and this new wish coming true from entering in, because there's a little bit of fear, and that's fine.

Speaker 1: 45:01

I feel like the message here is just like, you're on the right track. You're on the right track, keep doing what you're doing if you feel like you need to leave, leave. If you feel like you need to leave, leave that. I feel like that was a good message for someone listening that they needed to hear. Suppression. So, like I said, you're suppressing what it is that you really want to do. And celebration I feel like that is going to be. That celebration card of three is what is dying to come out here and fighting. Yeah, it's really an interesting period for you, really an interesting period, okay.

Speaker 1: 45:48

Well, my advice, my personal advice, is just like you have got the chariot card here, sometimes the chariot, you know we've got it where they're moving and if you look at, if you look closely, closely, those two people have chains. Okay, so it's almost like yes, have the willpower. Like, really start honing in on the fact that you can, at any point in time, close your eyes and envision where you're going to be going, but you've still got these chains on. So there's still things to do. You know this isn't just let me, just let me just cut it, and you know, be irresponsible. There's still stuff to do.

Speaker 1: 46:32

So, as you're unhooking yourself from this life and this reality, start making your plans and, when you do feel unstable, just ground yourself in what feels familiar in terms of your family or your home life. That's what's really going to keep you feeling grounded, virgo. Now I'm glad that we're in the game, because I have got a few messages people telling me like I just like pick the best cards for Virgo because my son's side and it's not true. Things just happen, like what can I say? And things just fall out. So now I'm not only on video but I'm live, okay, so you can see that this is not going to happen today. I bet it's going to happen in a while.

Speaker 1: 47:26

Okay, so sun, moon rising, venus want to go. We're at 46 minutes now. What are you watching? Just drop any insight that you've so far, anything that you're like, what really resonates with me. I hope I don't get censored for swearing. That would be a tragedy. Okay, okay, okay, okay, interesting, okay.

Speaker 1: 48:13

So, virgo, very, very clear as day, you are getting over a massive, massive heartbreak. This is someone who really had such a, really had such a well, why am I struggling? Really had a significant part in your life. This is someone who, during this relationship, you were in your earth mindset. You were very much like oh, I almost have to earn and prove myself and struggle and push and show them how good I am in order to really get that love. And of course, that didn't result in anything positive. But the good thing is, during this mercury retrograde season, you are going to be healing. I feel like you're really with the two of swords. You're going to be choosing between the person that you were and the person that you're stepping into and with those two of swords, you're going to be choosing between the person that you were and the person that you're stepping into and with those two swords, you know they're equal length. You can go either way.

Speaker 1: 49:09

This really is your crossroads period, virgo, to say, okay, am I going to take a chance and become someone that I haven't always, someone that I've never really stepped into Three of cups interesting or am I going to go back and do what's familiar With the three of cups reversed? I'm seeing that with this particular healing period, you need to do this on your own. So, three of cups we're talking about external influences that don't necessarily have reversed anyway, that don't necessarily have the best advice. I don't think it's because these people are particularly like bad. I don't think they have any bad intentions, but this is about you like.

Speaker 1: 49:54

This is a really pivotal part in your soul journey when you've got to concentrate on you. So you've got the high priestess card. Like I said said, when cards come up, it's a mixture of both their upright and reversed energy, but then the reversed card messaging is stronger, right. So this would not be here, this high priestess card wouldn't be here, if you weren't a very intuitive being. But the divine is telling you to tune that up. That's how you're going to get through this period. That is how you're going to really be able to heal what I can clearly see as codependency, as people pleasing. Let me see what else. What messages are coming up? Why is my hair in the cards Thunderbolt? So in the Osho Zen card card, this is very much the tower card. So I was really holding back, saying this is the end of the cycle. But this is a really pivotal part in your soul journey and I feel like this is something that's been needed. New vision look at that. Completely new vision.

Speaker 1: 51:01

I love this card because this is this reminds me, even, if you can see, but this reminds me so much of like yoga poses where you're in warrior. This does look like warrior pose. Actually, it looks like warrior too, I'll get even closer because you can really look someone. It's like someone being reborn at the bottom. I don't know if you can see that. Can you see that? This person's see that? This person's like slowly being reborn. They're like crouching down and then they just grow into this like amazing phoenix goddess. So that's why you've got to do it on your own, because it's not about anybody else, vagga, it's literally just about you.

Speaker 1: 51:42

That was a very clear message. Okay, cool, who have we got next? All right, so we've got one, two, three, four, five, six. We are literally halfway through everyone. If you are like damn, she's going in order of zodiac, I've missed my sign. Don't worry, I'm going to be posting as we, as we speak. Um, I'm speaking into the mic of my podcast, isn't it? So you're going to get it on the podcast as well. If you are not familiar with this self-made and single podcast show of mine, then head to the link in my bio and you will find the link to that. So if you want to rewind, just go straight there. You're going listening to the show.

Speaker 1: 52:42

For the past few weeks had this really tremendous energy and this like theme of something quite heavy happening in the home, and so that's quite an interesting one, and that's been really consistent. So let's see what's happening today five, five and eight. Okay, so, libra, I feel like, for five of cups, reverse. Five of pentacles, reverse, eight excuse me, five of pentacles upright five, eight. Of wands reverse. Oh, my god, my poor throat, I'm tempted. You see this card. I'm telling you, libra, it it's almost like a jink step sora, the theme of the home being in disarray, and then the instability is still continuing during this period. Okay, this is still a period of slowing down. What I can see, though, is, with the five of pentacles, that you are thinking about looking for help not directly, directly, not immediately, but you are starting to feel like okay, you know, this might be, we might be here for a while. Yeah, I've got the four of cups here, got eight of swords these are, I'm getting these cards.

Speaker 1: 54:16

Keep coming up for Libra, keep coming up this stuckness, this feeling of your power just not being in your own hands, this feeling of anxiety and the Empress card reversed. You know, it's almost like you feel like, in order to get through this particularly tough period where the home and stability around the home is really being threatened, that you with this empress, reverse energy, similarly to another. Who was it? Was it aries? At the beginning of um, this reading was like okay, you know, I'm gonna have to hone in, I'm gonna have to be the man, I'm gonna have to be the man of a house.

Speaker 1: 54:56

That, that's the message coming through and I feel like that doesn't necessarily have to be the way, libra, but it's very unnatural for you as an air sign. I know, as an air sign, you can very much swing in terms of energies. The god must cut this hair off. You can swing in terms of energies, but the act like a man thing, it just feels really counterintuitive. Okay, what have we got here? Okay, so we've got nine of swords reversed, eight of pentacles reversed, ten prince reversed. So I don't blame you getting impatient. Okay, it's been a while, like a few weeks, not kidding, it's been a few weeks of I'm getting the same energy for you and you know it doesn't surprise me.

Speaker 1: 55:47

The eight of pentacles. You're like, oh, for fuck's sake, like I've been, I've been doing everything, I've been doing all of the things and why am I still in this stuck energy? But I can see, with the nine of swords, like it may not feel like God. It may not feel so fastidious, it may not feel like things are working, but I do see that there is relief coming, okay, slowly. I can see that currently you are having nightmares like the anxiety is getting worse. Oops, it day worse. Oops. I can see, with this six of cups, you are very much reminiscing on your life, where things are just easier, you know. Oh, I don't know why I'm being cool for this deck. I haven't used it, tara. You just never know what's going to happen.

Speaker 1: 56:37

Eight of swords, eight of swords again. Yeah, you're really in a period of feeling stuck, but, yes, I feel like you are looking back and kind of flushing back and thinking okay, you know, is there something? This is the message Is there something I could have done better? And isn't? I don't feel like there's something I could have done better, and isn't? I don't feel like there's anything you could have done, neighbor. Eight of ones. What is this eight of ones about? Because we've got the eight of ones twice reversed in his present reading, and now, god, my hair is annoying. Eight of Wands revived, and now we've got it upright. So what is happening Automatically with this Eight of Wands?

Speaker 1: 57:28

I feel like you're gonna be going through a portal. Give us a clarification card. We've got the Devil card For anyone watching who's listening to tell, right, watching, this is not about the devil. Just caveat, we've got the devil card. God, I forgot how beautiful this deck is. It should be.

Speaker 1: 57:51

I feel you're going to be going through this portal. What is what? What is this portal? It feels like divine messaging the hermit. I feel like, as a result of you finally looking for help, it's going to be spiritual help. You're going to be entering this portal via this spiritual help, I feel like through meditation, but instead of it triggering your healing in a good way, I feel like you might get a little bit addicted. You might get a little bit codependent, because it's going to be a great way to escape what's happening right now. But spirit wants you to face this.

Speaker 1: 58:30

This has been such an ongoing theme. You know I keep saying this, but it's true. It's been such an ongoing theme. In my readings for Libra, I almost like dread it a little bit, so like, please something else. Like, dread it a little bit so like, please something else. Give us, give us a, give us a new message.

Speaker 1: 58:44

I feel like that was for you Courage, abundance. Okay, we got it, we got a good message, and how are we going to get this abundance for it? Can you tell us what's happening? Okay, so there's guilt here. Like I said, exactly what I was talking about with the six of cups. Somehow you feel like you have manifested this situation and I intuitively feel that obviously you haven't clinging to the past. So the Six of Cups is all about the past. You've got to let go Five and numerology another five and numerology which is what you have here is all about change. You've got to change your ways, libra. You've got to think differently. You've got to think differently.

Speaker 1: 59:43

I'm being called to get you a specific card, which is not here because I've packed it away. Give me a second. Why have I packed this deck away? Because I'm crazy. Okay, hold on. It might be cool to use my daily guidance angels deck for you. Okay, because I feel like there's a message in there for you.

Speaker 1: 1:00:27

Okay, we are an hour. We have not finished the hair. Should I cut the hair off? Drop a comment below. Just kidding, it's a card. Oh, wow, this is beautiful. See only love. So look past the seeming errors, mistakes and misunderstandings and see only the love within each person, including yourself, libra. Your resolute focus upon the love that underlies every situation brings about healing in undreamed of ways. This is really beautiful, really beautiful if you're a Libra sun, moon, rising, venus. Take a snapshot if you want to. Yeah, I feel like. Yeah, the angels are saying like all this is happening, yes, but do not forget to love yourself. Wow, probably will keep you out of here. I don't know why I didn't. It's not good, is it? Um, cool, that was libra.

Speaker 1: 1:01:39

Next is Scorpio okay, oh, I just got my nails done today and I saw she wasn't very nice with me, like she was okay, but she was. My nail tech was done, like she was like oh, and the thing is it was only, it was only like midday, so I don't know what she's done with and it's only Thursday, but anyway, and how are we doing for battery Battery's good, battery's sexy, cool Scorpio. Scorpio, all right, all right, okay, okay, scorpio. I'm also seeing a common, like I said, neighboring zodiac signs. Right, there's also something going on. It's not the same though. It's like 10 of the 10 of pentacles have come up again. Reverse, right for you, scorpio, but this is not the same energy animal. I just want to get a clear right. So we've got the eight of pentacles, 10 of pen eight pentacles right upright if you're working hard towards something.

Speaker 1: 1:03:18

But yet for some reason, there's problems with that stability, there's problems with that sense of home. I feel like that's the sense of home, not the literal home, not the literal family home, and there's something that you've messed up on. I feel like let me get the clarification card. I feel like there's something that you feel that you kind of missed and you regret it a little bit. It almost feels like you very.

Speaker 1: 1:03:53

You know, similarly with some of the other zodiac signs we've seen so far, that you should be somewhere in life that you aren't right now. You instead are embracing this night of one's energy, which is just about having fun. You're just having fun, you're not taking things too seriously, but I feel like you're surrounded by people getting into new relationships and it's making you feel like, hmm, perhaps I need to re, like, invest my energy in that. Maybe I need to reinvest my energy in love again. Maybe I'm I'm like done focusing on me for now. Maybe I'm a bit bored for now, because with this eight of pentacles energy, it's all about, like, building that stability and they're just on their own.

Speaker 1: 1:04:39

And I always get this impression, with the energy of this AO Pentacles card, that they're just like drawing the same like star thing repetitively. Like, if you look, they're just drawing the same pentacle star every time and just getting more and more better at it. And what's interesting is like you have been really perfecting yourself. You've been perfecting your stability, perfecting your craft to the point where you can do what you do, particularly professionally, with your eyes closed. It almost feels like with the Eight of Pentacles card, that nothing really surprises you at the moment. And now you're like okay, so what else? And this is like I said, you've got the same card as Libra, but it's a whole different energy.

Speaker 1: 1:05:34

You're now thinking okay, so in order for me to step into the King of Pentacles energy maybe it's not about you know, trying to be director or trying to get you know multiple figures each month like maybe I need to look back at having that innocence again, having that innocence again when it comes to relationships. You know that fun and that joy of the beginning of the relationship, that um honeymoon period. I see that in the two of cups card here. Like it feels like through focusing on yourself, you've healed whatever it was that was blocking you, making you feel quite negative towards relationships, and you've renewed that and you're now like right, okay, I feel like I'm ready for a real partnership again Because I can see how far it can be.

Speaker 1: 1:06:34

Let's see Playfulness, see Playfulness card I don't know if it's, because it's quite like there's been a few of you dipping in and dipping out. My head really hurts like send me, send me the love guys. Don't send me anything else, just send me. Like completion, all right. So it's like look at that, that's all. I don't know if you can see that, whatever, but that's like talking about like the missing piece. You're realising that actually visiting relationships and what they can mean for you and how you can experience them is your missing piece. That's really loud and clear. That that's the thing for you, scorpio, for this Mercury retrograde season Cool, exciting. I feel like there's another message for you there. I really do.

Speaker 1: 1:07:32

Let's have a look at the love messages and, like I said, this is not favoritism, I'm just going with the energy. Do you know what's really interesting? I've got unacquainted feelings. No, was that for Scorpio? No, so nevermind, keep it, though. It could be for someone in the collective anyway, let's see Reaching your goal. Okay, everything you want from this connection will manifest in the near future For some of you.

Speaker 1: 1:08:12

What I was just talking about, about you realizing that actually, if you just look at love from the new lens that you've healed and now looking at it through that, if you look around who's in your life right now, this feels like this person who could be that missing piece for your life is already in your life. They're already in your orbit and they may not necessarily be someone you're dating right now. It could just be someone who, in the algorithm and the apps, is waiting to match you. It could be someone that maybe, like you work with. They're in the area, they're in the area, they're in your orbit. So that's really interesting.

Speaker 1: 1:09:12

Okay, so let's use Scorpio. We've got Sagittarius in X Sagittarius. I don't know why I can't say the X on the game. How do like? Because there are people that serial do this live. I don't know how they just make up their own song. You know what this terror thing is making me miss the cats that I used to have, because, like, there was a black cat that I had and he was such a good boy, like when it came to um readings, he would just just sit there and just know like, hey, mom is like working and I'm just gonna be a good boy, I'm just gonna watch. That was really, that was really sweet, anyway, um, anyway, um, okay, let's go. You were just tuning in.

Speaker 1: 1:10:08

My throat is dry. We've been here for over an hour. My throat is dry, y'all. My tea just went down cold. I don't know what you guys do to my tea. It looks like it's going to be shuffling right now. Tea just went so cold. I don't know what you guys did to my tea. I don't know what you guys did to my tea, but yeah, I literally boiled it and it went so cold. Or maybe I was just talking too much. It doesn't look very normal. To be honest, I was saging, so I don't know if the cold air when I had the window open was like. Anyway, we're here. So two films for you. My career entry days Okay, talk to us.

Speaker 1: 1:10:48

We've got page of four. We've got page four. We've got page four. We've got page four. We've got page four. We've got page four. We've got page four. We've got page four. Mercury retrograde Okay, talk to us. You've got Page of Wands, a Bright Three of Swords, reverse and the High Reference. Talk to us about what the hell that Page of Wands is Right. Okay, give us another three of pentacles.

Speaker 1: 1:11:26

So, sagittarius, you are another one who is about to get and quite soon, like pretty soon someone come into your life during this mercury retrograde period. Like I said, the official dates are the 1st of april, I believe, to the 24th of april, more or less. We are in the shadow period. We all know that when a planet is in retrograde, you get the pre and the post shadow. We're in the shadow period. The post shadow period lasts until I begin, I believe, I believe the first week of may, and so you know we're here for quite a long time.

Speaker 1: 1:12:04

During this period, sagittarius, you are very much going to be calling in a page of one's character. This is someone who you know very similar to another time I did not comment but who is now um, who's also calling in this kind of one important person into their life. This is the page of ones, though this is like one of the ultimate F1 cards in the tarot. This is someone who's here for a good time, not a long time, and they're going to spark this new relationship with you. You know it may not, you know, I already know with the page of ones.

Speaker 1: 1:12:37

That's the only lasting relationship. That's quite a physical, passionate relationship. But they have to come into your life because the universe is trying to give you other, different ways to try to heal this heart of yours. Right, you're coming out of a cycle where you've been very broken hearted, feeling very tainted, or had your idea of love quite tainted, and now you're finally coming out of it. But the universe is finally saying to you okay, fine, like, we've tried to give you all these different methods, we've tried to communicate with you in lots of different ways. We've literally thrown things at you in terms of communication and you still haven't got it. So, right, you're leaving us no choice.

Speaker 1: 1:13:13

We're going to send you a person. We're going to send you a person who is really going to take your mind off things, and they're not only going to take your mind off things, and they're not only going to take your mind off things, but they're here to really be that messenger for you. This is the higher thing. They've got a big message for you and they've got a big message for you in a way that's really going to make you think about how you've been going about things, how you've been ordering your life, and that person and this particular dynamic you're going to have with them is really going to how you've been going about things, how you've been ordering your life, and that person and this particular dynamic you're going to have with them is really going to unlock some of the emotions that you may have been hiding before. It's really going to help you step into your divine feminine energy.

Speaker 1: 1:13:54

I feel like this page of wands. It's interesting, this page of wands. They're just quite immature. I see someone who's quite young who's going to be coming in and thinking that they can mirror I don't know why I'm getting the word mirror, but they're gonna think that they can mirror your empress energy. This is something that you naturally have and I feel like they're going to be okay healing, healing card. I feel like they're going to be coming in and mirroring that. So we've got the turning in card and patience. So what's interesting is three of pentacles. I see that they you know we haven't got the high priestess here, but the empress card and the high priestess and tarot are very much interlinked and I feel like there's going to be so much.

Speaker 1: 1:14:45

This is someone who's really going to want to go out quite a lot. They're gonna, they, they are going to be quite distracting, but not on purpose. It's not because they intentionally do it, but this is this dynamic, the fact that you're healing, the fact you're pouring your energy into a new person. You know such a terrorist, you're someone who does things that's like. You're such a creature of habit, but this is how you love adventure. So this page of wands is like the perfect fire match for you because they're exciting.

Speaker 1: 1:15:12

Mercury retrograde period, you know, is usually advised to slow down, but now you're going to be given this fun play thing to go out and do things with and experience the things with. You know ripeness, like we're coming into spring. I feel like you guys are going to be enjoying a lot of dates outside. You're going to be enjoying nature, but they're just the messenger. They're just the messenger set, sag, they're not endgame, definitely not endgame. They're definitely not for relationship material. Okay, I know you want them to be with this ace of clubs, woman, but they're not. Oops, oh, my God, I can't even. Let's try that again. She is tired. Her forefingers Right, let's see. You see they're not endgame, like they are not what they seem like.

Speaker 1: 1:16:16

There's going to be some trickery, there's going to be some deceit, naturally. Naturally, because that is what's going to, I feel, trigger, that's what's going to trigger the end of that cycle, the knight of pentacles. So I feel like the deceit is going to come from the fact that they're going to be coming in promising you this stability. They're going to be promising you this maturity and, like you know, they're here for the long run and it's just not going to be the case. Okay, we've got the three of pentacles again. So three of pentacles is also an omen for infidelity, and that would match up with this seven of swords we've got here. So just watch out. You know you've got a little bit of a playboy here that's coming into your life.

Speaker 1: 1:17:07

As I keep saying, you know they are not ending. They're here because the universe has tried different ways to help you heal from this, really this past relationship that has really affected you and you're carrying the weight of that past relationship into your other relationships. The universe has tried to communicate with you. The universe has tried to give you different ways in order for you to heal from that and it hasn't worked. So they're like fine, okay, we will give you a person, we will. What's the phrase that? Get under someone to get over someone, or whatever it is? Um, oh, hello, my lovely, this is my, my lovely Australian God, what time is it for you? Isn't it like late or early? Oh no, you are. Um, it's late for us here, um, but, um, yeah, so just watch out.

Speaker 1: 1:18:01

Like this, the fact that it's here twice I wasn't going to mention it before, but the fact is here twice is we're talking about someone who's a bit of a playboy. We're talking about someone yeah, oh god, I'm sorry, sagittarius like this person. I feel like this is the person who has the ability to just ghost. Okay, they could just ghost you. And when you least expect it like, just when you're like counting your chickens, like eight of cups is like almost nine of cups, nine of cups is a wish come true card just when you're thinking, okay, everything is fine, boom, they're done. And this happens not because you're bad at love or anything like that, but when you get someone like this, who's deliberately come into your life to be this messenger. This is what they do. Once their message has been delivered, once they've done what they've been assigned to do, they disappear. Okay, right, that's you, sagittarius. Okay, let's go.

Speaker 1: 1:19:06

I feel like I should give you a card. Great, what does that mean? Does that mean that we should use that deck? Okay, let's use that deck instead. So I's see if that deck was good. So I feel like I need to give you a message, saj. After all of that, because that was pretty heavy I feel like this is your card. Take a leap of faith. Only when you're willing to step out of your comfort zone will you reap great rewards. So, like I was saying, they are going to be pretty exciting and even if it feels like everything I've said to you feels great, right, okay, when they come my way, I'm just going to be like block, delete, don't block and delete them because you're just blocking your own healing. Okay, the healing card has to happen through them.

Speaker 1: 1:20:03

Patience that was another card that came up. Number seven card how interesting that it's got the moon phases as well. I feel like the message is almost like wait for the next. What if we just pass? Just pass this full moon cycle, wait for the next full moon cycle. Remember that. And turning in, you know you've got the answers. So it's going to be bumpy ride any such a terrier sun, moon, rising venus. Let me know how you feel about that, because that was that was expected, right, big message.

Speaker 1: 1:20:40

All right, we are one hour 20 minutes in. I think this is my longest reading ever, ever. Um, right, so we did scorpio, we did sag, we're going for capricorn. So we've got capricorn, aquarius and pisces, and then he is going to bed. Maybe I have one more decal. Oh, it's 11am, okay, oh, yeah, that makes sense. It's 11am in Australia, australia, cool, okay, that's good. So that kind of breaks up for everyone. Then Maybe this is a good time.

Speaker 1: 1:21:23

If I decide to do this so often, then I feel like it will work out for everybody. She says drop us a comment. If you're in that time zone where it does not work, don't comment and be like no, rachel, do it for me next time. Yeah, this time I just like did not commit to a time because I just thought I just want to feel into this. You know I'm already nervous about tech just not going well for various reasons. And we're flying, we're flying high guys. Oh God, did I jinx it Right? Let's go Cap, even Capricorn, okay, oh, I love Capricorn. You, oh, sorry, so many sounds. Oh, wow, like this. Yeah, oh, wow, like this. Yeah, sagittarius first was like a wow situation and now this is.

Speaker 1: 1:22:32

There's such a juxtaposition happening. You are going through a spiritual awakening during this macurethane, um Capricorn. What's really interesting is you're really resisting this. We've got the tower card reverse, like you were just like I see it coming, I see the energy coming, but no, I'm gonna put the nine of wands, I'm gonna put up a fight. But at the same time, with the five of wands, there are times where you just like admit defeat. It's almost like you admit defeat and you're like, no, no, no, I can't do it, like I'm gonna stand up for myself. Then there's times where the final four you're like, do you know what I'm? Like I'm the bigger person, like I don't even need to deal with this, like there's so much going on with you. There's so much going on with you.

Speaker 1: 1:23:14

I feel like, despite all of this though like despite, for example, you were a little you're being triggered and I feel like it's the eclipse season. It's triggering some childhood wounds for you. It's triggering emotions that are not necessarily normally readily available for you. But I feel, as we are approaching spring and throughout the micro-retrograde season, we're getting deeper into spring. You're seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, like there's a subconscious part of you that really sees, like okay, what I need to do is just get through this. Oh, wow, divine wisdom. I have no idea if you think that or not. Like divine wisdom that was at the bottom, I feel like it's divine wisdom that is leading you. That's what's leading you to see that there's still this light at the end of the tunnel. Is it the candles? Is it the candles that are making my mouth this dry, or is it literally? Just an hour and a half of talking? That's just a lot.

Speaker 1: 1:24:29

I feel like this is yours. Five of cups. What is that, though? What is the five of cups about? Like what? What is it that you realize? That you no longer have to grieve and want? So I feel like you are really coming head to head with a part of you that resisted the idea of commitment, resisted the idea of being tied down when it came to relationships, and this spiritual awakening is very much coming in thick and fast. I feel like you've always seen this coming. I feel like it's always it's been something that you knew eventually would catch up to you, and I was like shit. Okay, it's almost like with that sun card. You're kind of laughing to yourself, like often. I think I would really get away with it.

Speaker 1: 1:25:24

Temperance, was it? Six, six of swords. So again, very akin to the sort of the tower card here. You know you've got to change. You know you're entering a new period of your life, a new part of your personality, that is, you need to shift. You know you need to shift, but there's such a stubbornness, capricorn, with this energy, and let me just say, like, the more that you resist this change, like the the more the universe is going to kick you in the ass. That's not very spiritual, but Guidance. Okay, don't see this as a punishment. You're not being punished, you're being guided, experiencing.

Speaker 1: 1:26:14

I feel like, is this like a burning bush, kind of responding bushish? Yeah, I'm just like um, playfulness to find, like capricorn, this doesn't have to be so serious completion. You're definitely coming to the end of the cycle. You're definitely saying goodbye to, to what it is that you used to be. It's almost like karmic debt that you've carried on from a different life, maybe multiple different lives, past lives, and it's.

Speaker 1: 1:26:51

I just find that sun card hilarious. Like every time I think about it. I just, I just imagine you in this turmoil and then you're like, laughing to yourself, like, oh yeah, I know it's time to grow up. Like, oh yeah, I know, it's time for me to get my shit together, like, alright, I'm done playing, like I'm ready to do this. So good for you, capricorn, it's time to grow up. Okay, sorry, that's not me talking, that's the message I got like it's time to grow up. My friends, my friends, capricorn, alright, and we've got Aquarius. My friends, my friends, have got some good ideas Right, and we've got Aquarius.

Speaker 1: 1:27:34

Aquarius, as I've said throughout this reading, if you are loving this, you're loving seeing me in the flesh, doing this live. I normally do this on my podcast, with no video, just audio, and I know my listeners really enjoy it. If you're enjoying it even more because you get to see me in my disaster dying off first, um, then let me know in the comments and maybe I'll have this as a regular thing, okay, um, this is another thing I was going to say. If any of this resonates with you and you want your own personal reading, it could be about love, it could be about anything you are looking to get more insight in, go to the link in my bio, get yourself a personal reading. Those readings are 45 minutes. I always encourage, like, try and ask like a maximum of two questions, or we could just do one big whole question and dive in deep. So, as you can see, I've got multiple tarot cards, multiple oracle cards. We can get as many answers as possible. If you feel like this is your jam and I'm your jam, can you tell it's late, like my hands are so tired. Oh, we're almost there. Who are we doing? Aquarius, we got Aquarius, then we got Pisces and then we have bedtime anybody jumper cards time anybody Jumper cards. My, my, my. Aquarius. Okay, aquarius. Two of pentacles, reverse. Two of swords, eight of swords.

Speaker 1: 1:29:23

You've been living a double life for a while. You've been living a double life and what's really interesting is, even though you've been living a double life, you've been doing it on your own. Hear me out. You have been living a double life where it's only been you that's been struggling. You're the only one in this dynamic who's been the person losing out, quote unquote. You're the only one in this dynamic who's been like doing all the juggling, doing all the work, doing all the like, unicycling. If you think about someone in a circus. It's been you. You've been the one doing all of the legwork and now it's come to a point where you no longer can do both of those. Like.

Speaker 1: 1:30:07

You have to choose which direction you're going in, and I can see, with this eight of swords, like you would rather not have to make this decision. You'd rather just be like, nope, somebody else. So let's see what insight, what other insights we've got. Right, universe is asking you to be strong. All of these cards are very dark, very dark. So I'm feeling like, with this eight of swords energy, it's in the night time when things really get really I was gonna say spooky they get really. You start to ruminate a lot more in in the night time. Yeah, you're desperate for help. Right now, it feels like the.

Speaker 1: 1:30:46

The message from the universe is like you've got to do this on your own. Ah, you've got to do this on your own. But, oh my god, how good is this? So, like I said, this is the alice in wonderland deck and you've got the Cheshire Cat twice. You've got to do this on your physical own. Okay, no one else. You look at you Like. Look at you in these pictures Like you're either trying to cling on to something or someone is trying to take you away from something. But there's no image here where it's like you in partnership, like it's you going through, it's like your own little story, you going through it all on your own, but you're being asked to, let's see, you're being asked to take some sort of advice. I feel like this is spiritual. What's this? Two of wands? Okay, so this is a fated end of a cycle. Oops, the advice I feel is coming from you, not doing what you've always done.

Speaker 1: 1:32:11

Aquarius, you are a master planner. Like you are someone who's not even necessarily a master planner, you're, you're the master escape artist, like you really want to just be like, okay, what's over there? This is tricky. And that message, that help is going to come from you staying still, it's going to come from. So that's a two of ones. Reverse, it's going to come from.

Speaker 1: 1:32:38

You know, even though, with this eight of pentacles, you're like, oh my God, like I'm kind of bored in this particular position, like, yeah, I get it, like I have to choose one, but like now I'm like, oh, you're getting restless. This is like a restlessness energy. You haven't got the temperance card for us and you desperately want to escape, but with this judgment card, you know you are being called to understand that this is the end of the cycle. You are at the crossroads. This is such a crossroads card, and so is the two of swords. So which life are you going to be feeding into?

Speaker 1: 1:33:17

I see the outcome is for you. So where's this bottom card that's like staying? So where's this bottom card that's like staying? So I can see the outcome is you're going to still to some degree, to some point. Okay, you're going to start to, oh my god, so dry. You're going to try, to some extent, to still wear this mask of I could do it all. I could mask of I can do it all. I can do it all. I can do it all. However, the outcome is you are going to need rest. The universe is going to force you, absolutely force you, to rest, and you've got the four of swords and four of wands reversed During this period.

Speaker 1: 1:34:05

Partnership is not on the cards. That's a really, really clear message here. Yeah, partnership is not on the cards, and you might not like that, the Knight of Pentacles. Energy is like piss off, like I'm going to do what I want, but it's like's like you may not like that partnership is not in the cards right now for this season. You've got to focus on rest.

Speaker 1: 1:34:31

The divine is saying please, like, catch up on sleep, do what you need to do for yourself. Stop trying to keep up appearances. That's a big message coming through. Stop trying to keep up appearances and making it look like everything is fine, it's okay. If it's not fine this hair Comparison you may be looking around during the season and thinking, oh my God, everyone's got their shit together.

Speaker 1: 1:34:58

You know, like I think one of the biggest things that you could do, aquarius, during the season is deactivate your social media, deactivate your instagram, deactivate anything that's like strong, worthy, and just focus on yourself, because, with all of these cards, you are in your room. So why not feed into that laziness? So, like I was saying with the knight of pentacles, like there's this resistance, like I don't want to do this work, it's so much easier for me to just do what I've always done and the source, you know, this is going to be what's going to help you through this compromise stubbornness, right, stubbornness with the Knight of Pentacles. Compromise, stubbornness, right, stubbornness with the Knight of Pentacles. So, yeah, so that is you, aperius. There's a lot going on. There is a lot going on. I feel like the message for you is very much in tune with the nature of Mercury Retrograde, of just find that solitude within yourself, listen to the messages coming through, take your time. Don't try and be everywhere, don't try and escape anything. Definitely don't try and write the lessons that are trying to come through for you.

Speaker 1: 1:36:25

Okay, last but definitely not least, pisces. So I see we've got people joining, we've got people leaving. For anyone who's literally just joined, we are on our last edit. Same for the night. But do not worry, as I speak, I'm recording this for my podcast. It will be live. What time is it for me? Oh, do you know what? What I got so thrown off when we were talking about like Australia time, so it's only half past midnight ish, so 12 35. So it should be live in like 10 hours, yes, in about 10 hours. So like ready for the morning, ready for you to catch up in the morning. So if you don't know where to find it, go, go to the link in my bio, get yourself subscribed. As soon as you wake up, you're going to get a notification Episode's ready and you can just enjoy the deliciousness of what we've been experiencing for now an hour and a half. It's been so good. I've really enjoyed your energy guys. I don't normally do this live, but I think I might like this. I think I'm enjoying myself.

Speaker 1: 1:37:34

Okay, pisces, last but not least, what are the key themes for you during Mercury retrograde? Mercury retrograde Should I have a stamp before bed or not? Let me know in the chat. Oh, hey, pisces, wow, okay. Ten of Swords, ten of Swords. Yes, don't be like. You can see this card, because it is shiny as hell. You've just joined us. Yes, I'm using my Alice in Wonderland deck. It's my fave, it's my go-to. My Ride Awake traditional Ride Awake deck is retired. I was just catching dust. I don't use it anymore because as soon as I got this deck, I was like this is what love is, okay. Yeah.

Speaker 1: 1:38:35

So, pisces, this is crazy as well, because I definitely feel like this is why I was saying to you only a week ago that you're coming to the end of this particular relationship dynamic. This is someone who I feel like has come into this life for you from a past life. They have given you a lot of stability. Okay, they've given you a lot of stability on the surface, but it's now come to a point where they they're just like. It's not even an on paper thing like it's. It's a situation where, during the cycle, for the predominant part of this cycle, they have given you real life, stability. They have made you feel like they're like husband material. And it's weird, because I don't feel like it's a mask that's falling off.

Speaker 1: 1:39:22

I just feel like, as the cycle has gone on interesting, the Ten of Cups, yeah, as the cycle has gone on, like this dream of this Ten of Cups energy of you guys being endgame has really slowed down. What has slowed down that idea of you guys being together forever, forever together. What is it? What's happened? What changed? What changed? Yeah, what changed is the fact that it went from equal partnership to you doing all the work. Like, how did that happen? I feel like the question that's coming through this is you saying how the hell did I get here? How the hell did I get here? This is not what I signed up for.

Speaker 1: 1:40:29

Two of wands, you were a couple that were always planning things together. That stopped. Like I said, I don't think it's a mask that's fallen off, but there's been this rapid change. Why Eight of wands again? Again. This is the second time I got this Eight of wands. Things have really slowed down time. I got this eight of wands. Things have really slowed down. Things have slowed down to the point where it's like we're not even moving.

Speaker 1: 1:40:52

And it's interesting because it's like you've always been the one making things happen. I think you haven't realized that you have been the one leading this whole dynamic. I feel like you don't realize how, as the magician, do you know how electric the energy of a magician is, and this is something that I'm going to be posting in the next week or so about. When you are in a relationship or getting to know someone, there are some people that cannot help but mirror you. So there's sometimes you're going to come in contact with people, you date them, your relationship with them or whatever it is, and you sometimes feel like, oh my god, I feel like they're just sent from above and it isn't until they exit your life so rapidly and their, their, their personality changes so much that you realize shit, like they were just copying me. And this is what's happening in Paris. I feel like you're coming to this realization that actually you are the star of the show in this relationship. You are the one who's actually made things happen, and you see this little monkey behind the magician. It's almost like this particular person in your life has just been riding on your coattails and just being like, yes, we'll just go ahead with it. Look at them. Actually. Like grappling the like thingy bob, what's that thing called the rope? Yeah, let me literally just ride on your coattails because you got this. She's got this really interesting.

Speaker 1: 1:42:27

What is the advice? What's the advice? Sorry, jingle, one slot gosh, no, no, um, no water whatsoever. Like you also are being called to not be in your watery era again, my key retrograde likes to switch it up is asking you to switch up. Switch it up. Um, I was gonna fill that card. Let let's see. Okay, so the advice?

Speaker 1: 1:43:05

High Priestess, I feel two things. I feel like you. You know very clearly you are being asked to really connect with yourself to get to get the answer from the divine. But I'm also seeing with these keys, hold on with these keys. I feel like you.

Speaker 1: 1:43:27

I don't know why I'm getting this very physical, literal meaning of turning the key. You've got to turn the key. What does that mean? I'm getting, honestly, if I'm telling you exactly what's going on in my head I'm getting. You need to turn the key. Some of you need to turn the key in the physical house as, in turn the key. Live somewhere else. Don't live together. Why is that coming through? Oh my God, yeah, that's the. That's the 10 of cups reversed. Yep, that's the. That's the ten of cups reversed. Do not commit any further with this person. That's what that ten, the key message, was about. It's over. You've got ten, you've got three tens. Ten of cups, ten of wands, ten of swords and ten of swords, and again ten of cups. Again. Here it's done.

Speaker 1: 1:44:30

This is really, really coming to an end, pisces, like I said, this has been something that's been come up a couple of times. Okay, these have come up a couple of times. Okay, we're going to have a look at messages from the Dark Confessions of the Soul article deck to see if we can get any messages from them about this. What a way to end this, my goodness, climatic, oh, do I feel like? Okay, so, pisces, a message from this person that we're discussing here. I have many regrets that keep me from moving forward, so it feels like this is like the way that they've just switched up their energy. It's not all bad, it's huh.

Speaker 1: 1:45:28

I, intuitively, I'm picking up that they're going through their own, their own thing, like their own way of whatever. You know, I don't. I don't even feel like it's part of their spiritual. I guess it is part of their spiritual journey, but they're going through their own thing, it's not. I think, like the key message that the divine wants you to know is that this is not something spiteful. I'm not getting spiteful energy whatsoever from this reading. Let's just get one message in our voice.

Speaker 1: 1:46:01

This is very much about, like the high priestess Hmm, I just want to pull one more isolation, yeah, okay, so. So, with this inner voice in the high priestess, if you can get away Pisces, then get away your oh, your birthday period literally just finished. So I feel like, because this has been such a recurring thing, you didn't give yourself a birthday present this year for you in the collective. So, if you haven't done it, go and give yourself a birthday present and the divine wants you to know that it should be something you do on your own and something that's going to help you really hear your inner voice. But this dynamic is done. Please do not invest, do not do anything with this person that digs you further, or digs them further into your life. Okay, whether that's moving in together, whether that's having a baby with them, whether that's getting married to them, whether that's getting engaged with them, whether it's anything that you know further, solidifies your bond together. No, that's the message. Wow, okay, so you know some really, really striking messages for the zodiacs today. Um, as I said 101 times, if you're feeling this, let me know, drop in the comments when I post this.

Speaker 1: 1:47:33

The whole episode of this of me talking through all the zodiac signs wow, I can't believe. It's almost two hours. That's crazy. I've never had an episode this long. It's great. Um, this will be available 10 am tomorrow on my podcast, self made and single. The link is in my bio.

Speaker 1: 1:47:52

This has been so much fun, um, when I post this. Well, if instagram lets you post two hour video, that would be great. I don't know what's gonna happen. I don't know if the video is still gonna be available, but for sure the full episode will be available on my podcast, and that is why I don't trust technology. I'm recording right now with my mic, so I know that for sure. My audio is cool, um, but it's been a pleasure. I could already sense. Like you know, there wasn't so much chatting in terms of um the chat, but I can really feel that so many of you were getting aha moments. So reach out, send me a DM and let me know what you think.

Speaker 1: 1:48:29

If you want your own reading, I highly encourage you to get on that. Get it booked. Let's see what else is going on for you. For now, I will love and leave you. Have a wonderful Mercury Retrograde. Ride the waves safely. Know that we are in eclipse season and there's so much going on.

Speaker 1: 1:48:47

My general advice when it comes to my career at Trigate is just to take it easy. I feel like I should just pull one card for the collective. So, for all the signs, let's just pull one beautiful oracle card for you and I'll read. I'll read out of the book for this one the Grandmothers Remember your roots, perspective, trust the weavings. Here we go. Yay, no problem. My love, a pleasure. I feel like I'm going to do this more often. I'm not going to use my words. You know I like to change my mind a lot. Um, cool, what is the collective? Grandmothers? That's what it is right.

Speaker 1: 1:49:36

The rose was here long before you and me and long before humanity itself. She holds within her the rememberings of civilization, past roots that reach back for millions of years and hold the codes of creation. They carry with them the songs of the ancient grandmothers of the earth. Can you hear their song? When this card appears in a spread, it's an invitation to reach all the way back, to go forward, to reach your roots deep, to soar high. The ancient grandmothers are calling for you to remember the wisdom of your ancestry, long before colonialism severed so much that sacred. I meant that, before the rise and fall of empires and entire civilizations, all the way back to the origins of humanity. They're calling you to play your part in this time of healing, to heal and integrate what you've inherited in your ancestral line.

Speaker 1: 1:50:22

It's not personal. This is really interesting because it resonates a lot with a lot of the dreams we see today. It's not personal this. This is really interesting because it resonates a lot with a lot of the dreams we today. It's not personal. These are changing healing times that we came here for. I'm going to say that again, it's not personal. These are changing healing times that we came here for to reconnect and reach all the way back to the original mother and to see our role as the ancestors of those who are yet to come, to remain grounded and rooted in your life so that, no matter how rocky things get, you always know that you are home.

Speaker 1: 1:50:51

So some general prompts here, uh, or are they affirmations? Let's say they're affirmations. I reach my roots all the way back to go forward. I call upon the sacred strength and support of my ancestors, who do not forget to be with me now. I acknowledge the difficulties and what's coming up to be healed, and I do so for all who I get to come. This loops in so well with so much that's happening, so much change happening for the collective. So I will leave you with that. Have a lovely rest of your morning, evening, morning evening, afternoon, wherever you are in the world, enjoy, and it's only you, you.